It was a really long time ago I first discovered cross-dressing...back then I'm sure I would have made a lovely looking girl. Time has moved on and not so much now but I am still in awe, admiration and infatuated (excited & probably a bit envious) by girls who are. If I can no longer be you I definitely want to have you. And that's why I'm here; seeking to make real what has long been my desires and the arousal for many orgasms/masturbation sessions.